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Name: Rachel
Birthday: 4/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to sing, write, and drink coffee. I am a photography major at Nossi College of Art. My best friends are Zach and Nik. I love the Lord and thank him for everything he's done for me. Life is a challenge, and I plan to face it and defeat the obstacles no matter what people say.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  raebaby3579
Member Since:
2/13/2004
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| in my last entry, i spoke of something that I thought might have been the biggest mistake of my life.... well, now I know. I lost someting, something precious.... something I can never again obtain in my life ever again. I was so ignorant. I would wish a thousand times to get that one thing back and to never lose it. Fuck it, the whole thing, the whole situation. the biggest regret of my life. Fuck it!
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| do you ever feel like you made one decision one day and it effected you in a major way, and then you realize it was a huge mistake and now you regret it? I think thats where I am in my life with a decision i have made. Tired of making these huge mistakes that come back to bite me in my ass. Whatever, this semester is over finally. came out with pretty good grades. so glad its over. This semester has been SOOOo unbelievably hard. time for Rachel time. I'm going out with a guy from school next week. Hes a major sweetheart. Christmas is almost here, done with my amlost all of my christmas shopping. I may be completely done if my money doesnt allow me to shop anymore. I took off last weekend and went out to an awesome biillards club here in madison, and then went to a friend of mine from school's birthday party. It was really fun. Going to miss my friend from class for 3 weeks, and get to spend time with my family over break. Jessica is in town!!!! I miss her, i wish she would come back from Arkansas. There's pretty much no one left in da boro except my family and one friend. Oh well life happens. But my phone is ringing and its that guy i told yall about. until next time! | | |
| Well.... almost made it thru another full semester. going on to my 5th semester now. Only 2 more to go! I'm so excited. By the end of next summer i will have a degree from college.  anyways, all is well. I have move to madison, and am loving it. working two jobs and going to school full time is kicking my butt. But still having fun. I have this weekend off, i havent had a weekend off in.......well, i cant remember. So i'm going out saturday nite to a birthday party. There's going to be alot of people there, so I cant wait. To actually be able to socialize on the weekend for once. Who would've thought I would be saying that. I have about 20% of Christmas shopping to do. Have already spent way to much money, but I love my family so it's worth it. Me and my family have gotten a lot closer since I've moved out. Thats nice. My knee is really messed up. I did something to it, so now there is water retention on my right knee. How lovely is that? Now I get to go have fluid drawn off my knee. yay! Seems like all my old friends are fading.... kinda sad. All the friends I use to have, the conversations are getting smaller and smaller. Life is has a weird way about doing that. But have awesome friends here in Madison, so i guess I can still smile big. Hope everything is going great for whoever reads this. I'm in class and just finished a project. But cant leave for another 30 minutes. This sucks. until next time.... | | |
| Went to church tonite. Wow, i cant even begin to explain how much I miss God and church and just simply being surround by His spirit. Cant wait til i can have a job that will allow me to go to church on at least sunday nites. anyways, i'm really tired. worked a full day and went to church then drove home. Miss da boro.  but life is pretty swell right now. In the middle of trying to buy everyone presents for Christmas. oh and i have to work on Thanksgiving. Dont HAVE to, but am volunteering to since no one wants to and you get paid time and half. But hey... my bed is calling my name! until next time... | | |
| so here i am. On my own. finally! I absolutely love it. I miss da boro definitely. But i needed to get out for a while. I miss my family. espescially my brother kevin and my mom. I think that me and my mom will get closer during this new adventure in my life. Anyways, to whoever reads this, hope all is going well with you as it is with me!! I'm loving school, loving my new found indpendence, and loving life. I start my second job tomorrow at kmart. yay!! job equals money, which equals bills paid which equals happy rachel! lol. miss all my friends in da boro, and miss zach in NJ. and as always, until next time.... | | |
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